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I slept in till 1pm today after staying up till midnight. I've had almost two weeks of bad health, zombie days and shitty sleep, probably due to some cortisol bullshit: I think this was making up that time, but I'm really struggling.
I had shit I wanted to do today -- but more than that, I had a day that wasn't centered around plans with other people. A day to sort of expand and take stock and get stuff done and maybe get myself an hour in a coffee shop just to chill. Of course, by the time I got up, my brother had texted TL and made dinner plans, so like... lovely, I haven't seen the nephews since before Christmas! But I also feel really incredibly off-balance.
You know how you can ignore a problem for ages, but then when you look at it, you see the extent of it, and it becomes overwhelming? I think I'm having one of those.
I had shit I wanted to do today -- but more than that, I had a day that wasn't centered around plans with other people. A day to sort of expand and take stock and get stuff done and maybe get myself an hour in a coffee shop just to chill. Of course, by the time I got up, my brother had texted TL and made dinner plans, so like... lovely, I haven't seen the nephews since before Christmas! But I also feel really incredibly off-balance.
You know how you can ignore a problem for ages, but then when you look at it, you see the extent of it, and it becomes overwhelming? I think I'm having one of those.
